Sometimes I wish I could just sleep forever
Speaking from experience.. It’s possible to care about a person so much…literally to be obsessed with them having and feeling like they are nothing but the best without being in love with them. Maybe you loved the thought of them, but you definitely tried your best and still think about them and hope that they are feeling like they are the cream of the crop… because you just want that for them. But they could easily just forget you or not give two fucks about you. But the assurance of knowing that they are just fine.. Even without you hurts, but makes everything ok at the same time.
isn’t it ironic
how we kill